Saturday, March 31, 2007

Friday, March 23, 2007

Sunshine! We walk in the sun, me in a jumpsuit and socks and her in glasses. Last night we drank wine and fell asleep. Peaceful.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

I've been going to town on my own a lot recently, just to drift around in my skirt and boots and through the air. I became convinced that someone was following me today, i had the idea stuck in my head all the way from the returns desk at the library and i wondered if they noticed that i walk along the strips of the pavement where it's been repaired and the tarmac makes a line to follow_______________________

They trailed me right through the cold, past the little pastry shop, books as i pondered over my Mother's Day present and they lurked by the pub as i waited at the crossing. I know it's just me, imagining what i look like, the patterns i make on the ground and pauses i make. I'd like to see my movements all mapped out in lights and the length of time i gaze.

Follow. The. Line.

Friday, March 16, 2007

Today i am going to tidy my messy bedroom, my clothes, bags on the floor. I am going to clean my dirty shoes.

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

I like it when foreign singers and bands mispronouce english words in their songs because it doesn't seem wrong, it's just a whole new made up word. I went to Nottingham and didn't get shot, i got ill. Again. I've been ill since Christmas so my mum sent me a package with paracetemol and these pills i used to take a few years ago that help to boost your immune system and some liqourice from Holland and Barratt and a cheque to have lunch out somewhere nice when i feel better. The pills are green and funny-looking in their little plastic capsuals and on the phone i say "they'll think you're trying to smuggle me drugs". I think about Clare in Hollyoaks tampering with Max's pills.

I wrote about Channel 4 and Hollyoaks and their documentries about too fat people and too thin people and what i should and shouldn't wear and how i should decorate my house and where i should go on holiday on the blog i have to keep for my course. I've posted a few few entries but i hate them all so i'm not going to mention the address.

I've got to choose what i want to specialise in next year soon. I am scared.

Bye___________________________